Sunday, December 17, 2023

                                           To Have Obedience

Obedience

What is the definition of obedience?

compliance with an order, request, or law or submission to another's authority.

To hear or listen in a state of submission.

Obedience is the first law of the Gospel.

We are to willingly submit our will to our Heavenly Father.

Our Savior was our perfect example of obedience. He didn’t do anything except for the things that God wanted him to do.

Obedience changes from our parents to God. Not from our parents to ourselves. 

We practice with our parents. We learn to be submissive to them and the things that they want us to do.

Agency is learning to do what God wants us to do. There is not an age when you get to do what you want when you want, there’s no magic number that you reach. We are always trying to do the things that God wants us to do. ALWAYS.

Matthew 6:24

24 No man can serve two masters: for either he will have the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

Luke 2:49

49: And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? Wist ye not that I must be about my Father’s business?

John 5:30

30: I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me.

John 6:38

38: For I came down from heaven, not to do mine own will, but the will of him that sent me.

John 8:28

28 Then said Jesus unto them, When ye have lifted up the Son of man, then shall ye know that I am he, and that I do nothing of myself; but as my Father hath taught me, I speak these things.

29 And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him.

John 12:50

50 And I know that his commandment is life everlasting: whatsoever I speak therefor, even as the Father said unto me, so I speak.

2 Nephi 10:24

24 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, reconcile yourselves to the will of God, and not to the will of the devil and the flesh; and remember, after ye are reconciled unto God, that it is only in and through the grace of God that ye are saved.

Psalm 143:10

10 Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

Abraham 3:24-25

24 And there stood one among them that was like unto God, and he said unto those who were with him: We will go down, for there is space there, and we will take of these materials, and we will make an earth whereon these may dwell;

25 And we will prove them herewith, to see if they will do all things whatsoever the Lord their God shall command them.

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/gospel-topics/obedience?lang=eng

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/1975/04/obedience-consecration-and-sacrifice?lang=eng#title1

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/1999/04/obedience-the-path-to-freedom?lang=eng#kicker1

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/1985/04/willing-to-submit?lang=eng


Monday, May 15, 2023

 Do we want to please God or would we rather just displease Him?

Disclaimer: I am not comparing myself to God. I am only trying to understand Parent/Child relationships and what we learn from our earthly ones.

An interesting situation happened last week, that made me reflect a lot upon my choices.  Camille had gone to the mall with her friends, and decided to get her ears pierced again.

When I got home she quickly said, "I did something your not going to like." I said, "Oh yeah, what?" and she proceeds to show me her ears. I said, "You're right, I don't like it." 

I then said, "I still love you though." and that was that.

A few days later, I ask her about it. I said, "Millie, how did you know I wasn't going to like what you did?" She said, "I don't know." I then said, what did you tell yourself to convince yourself to do it?" Again, I don't know.  It wasn't out of rebellion, I just wanted to do it. I still feel worthy to go to the temple."

I look at her, then I said, this isn't about your worthiness, this is about not respecting me. Knowing that I won't like it, but doing it anyway.

Later I find out that there were some people that supported her in her decision.  They didn't support her in her decision to please me, but in her decision to do what she wanted to do. And to Camille, those people are her true friends. I find that interesting.  It doesn't matter if what you are choosing is right or wrong, it only matters if you are being supported. bizzare!


Then I got to thinking. How many times do I do that with my Heavenly Father. I know what He wants, what He expects, but sometimes I just do what I want to do anyway.  

Am I truly seeking to please Him in the things that I am choosing to do? 


Are we seeking to please Him or ourselves? 

Sunday, January 8, 2023

SNARES

Do you believe in God?

Do you believe in His Son, Jesus Christ?

Do you believe in the Holy Ghost?

They have a plan. It is the plan of Salvation or the Plan of Happiness.
Satan also has a plan. His plan is in direct opposition to our Heavenly Father’s plan.
He wants to ensnare us. Each and everyone of us.

What is a snare?

A snare is a trap. They are dangerous and designed to hurt you. The snares from Satan are subtle and also hand picked just for you to prey upon your weaknesses.

Let's take reading the scriptures as an example, basically, anything that keeps you from reading your scriptures is a snare. One reason you might stop reading your scriptures is because you feel guilty about something you have done, or you are distracted and you don’t feel like you have time to read. Or doubts and concerns. Or fears. What is keeping you from reading the scriptures TODAY? That is your snare.

Snares:

Alma 12:4-6
4 And thou seest that we know that thy plan was a very subtle plan, as to the subtlety of the devil, for to lie and to deceive this people that thou mightest set them against us, to revile us and to cast us out—
5 Now this was a plan of thine adversary, and he hath exercised his power in thee. Now I would that ye should remember that what I say unto thee I say unto all.
6 And behold I say unto you all that this was a snare of the adversary, which he has laid to catch this people, that he might bring you into subjection unto him, that he might encircle you about with his chains, that he might chain you down to everlasting destruction, according to the power of his captivity.

Additional scripture:
D&C 10:22-29

We always have choice. We fought for our choice. When temptations or snares happen to us, we can choose to give in to those temptations or we can choose to turn to our Savior.

Agency:

2 Nephi 2:16
16 Wherefore, the Lord God gave unto man that he should act for himself. Wherefore, man could not act for himself save it should be that he was enticed by the one or the other.

Additional scriptures:
2 Nephi 2:27-29
Moses 7:32-33

We can avoid snares by watching our thoughts and also our words.

Mosiah 4:30
30 But this much I can tell you, that if ye do not watch yourselves, and your thoughts, and your words, and your deeds, and observe the commandments of God, and continue in the faith of what ye have heard concerning the coming of our Lord, even unto the end of your lives, ye must perish. And now, O man, remember, and perish not.

What can we do instead? We will be judged according to our works. The things we do in this life matter. Our good works can fill up our time, when our time is filled up with good things it will leave less time for the things that can harm us. Less time for snares.

Alma 12:14
14 For our words will condemn us, yea, all our works will condemn us; we shall not be found spotless; and our thoughts will also condemn us; and in this awful state we shall not dare to look up to our God; and we would fain be glad if we could command the rocks and the mountains to fall upon us to hide us from his presence.

Good Works:

Mosiah 5:15
15 Therefore, I would that ye should be steadfast and immovable, always abounding in good works, that Christ, the Lord God Omnipotent, may seal you his, that you may be brought to heaven, that ye may have everlasting salvation and eternal life, through the wisdom, and power, and justice, and mercy of him who created all things, in heaven and in earth, who is God above all. Amen.

Additional scriptures:
2 Chronicles 15:7
Proverbs 24:12, 29
Ecclesiastes 12:14
John 3:19-21
Alma 9:28
Moses 7:32-33

When we are caught in a snare, we have the ability to repent. The Savior made it possible for us to be forgiven of our sins.

2 Corinthians 7:10
10 For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death.

Additional scriptures:
Helaman 14:9
Mormon 7:3

Let us be so focused on good works and service that the adversary has no place in our thoughts and our deeds and especially in our hearts. And let's not procrastinate our repentance.

Alma 13:27
27 And now, my brethren, I wish from the inmost part of my heart, yea, with great anxiety even unto pain, that ye would hearken unto my words, and cast off your sins, and not procrastinate the day of your repentance;

Additional scriptures:
Alma 34:33
Helaman 13:38

We have a wonderful Heavenly Father who gave us His Son. He has given us the gift of agency and with that He has trust in us and our ability to do good. We are not perfect and we can repent when we turn to our Savior.







Thursday, January 5, 2023

Good Works

 Good works 

Sometimes for me giving service to others feels like doing a whole lot of stuff I don't want to do. I'm trying to change my heart, but it's a long slow process.

I've been reading scriptures about service and here are some of my favorites.

Matthew 25:40. 

And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

Mosiah 5:15

Therefore, I would that ye should be steadfast and immovable, always abounding in good works, that Christ, the Lord God Omnipotent, may seal you his, that you may be brought to heaven, that ye may have everlasting salvation and eternal life, through the wisdom, and power, and justice, and mercy of him who created all things, in heaven and in earth, who is God above all. Amen.

2 Corinthians 9:7

Every man according as his purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver. 

Friday, October 7, 2022

 The day God taught me about mercy, grace and love.

Backstory: Rob and Lexi had their baby Porter on Sunday night Oct. 2nd.
He was having trouble with his breathing so they took him to the Dr. on Monday the 3rd and he was taken to Utah Valley hospital and has been there ever since. 

Thursday Oct. 6th.
We had a late night trying to get the kids to bed and just the stress of the week, so we slept in. We were in the kitchen getting ready to make breakfast but we needed a few things so Emily went to the store. We get a text from Rob asking if someone can bring the kids up to the hospital so that they can spend some time with them.  I tell Chris that I don't know if I'm going to be able to do that, the boys have a game at 3:30 and I have to make cheese chowder for the football dinner afterwards. Em gets home from the store and we start frantically making the chowder. I tell her to go to the hospital and I'll finish the chowder. She says that she'll make the chowder and that I should go because I haven't been able to make it up there yet and she has. It seems like the best solution because her boys can't go in anyway. 
It's 1:30 and I leave to take the kids to the hospital and I stop and get Costa for them.  I get into the hospital at about 2:15. Em sends me a video saying that the chowder is thick but that she thinks she burnt it too. Lexi says she's going to take me back to see Porter. Livia gets upset and wants to come, Lexi reassures her that we will only be a few minutes. We head to the NICU. It's probably about 3:00. She tells me not to bring anything with me because if I do, I have to sanitize it.  I was my hands and nails and we go in. Lexi picks up Porter and hugs on him for a few minutes and then hands him to me. A nurse comes over and just starts saying all these things, "he's not eating well, he's not sleeping well, he's over stimulated..." on and on...for at least 5 minutes. Lexi is agreeing with her and I'm just sitting there looking at Porter. She looks over at me and says wow, he's doing really good right now. Do you think Grandma could sit here and hold him for an hour or so? He needs really good sleep. I look at Lexi and I'm like, of course, I will do anything for this baby. I look at the clock. It's 3:20. I think to myself. I've got time. They will figure out the soup.  They've got me.  I'll be done at like 4:30 and can get the soup to the school by 5:45 easy. If not, they've got me, they will get it there.
So I sit very still for the next hour and a half to give this baby some good sleep. My arm is completely numb.  A nurse comes over and puts my feet up and that helps a little. 
At 4:45 the nurse comes back to take Porter from me. She thanks me and says that he hasn't sleep that sound since he's been here. I get the kids and head home. I see that I have a message from Em and I call Chris. I am in a bit of a panic, they haven't done anything about the soup.  Em doesn't like cheese chowder so she doesn't really know what it's suppose to taste like. Chris says it tastes "smokey. "I ask Chris to go to Costco and get some chicken noodle soup. He doesn't want to, but he does.  Driving home I am getting frustrated. I am thinking, they can't tell if soup is burnt? They didn't get more soup? What? Can't they do anything without me?  I get home and I realize Em is mad at me. Chris gets back from Costco and is also mad at me. It's 5:50 and I'm suppose to have soup at the school already.  I am ticked, they are ticked. I pour the soup into the pan and I am thinking, this is getting us no where. I turn to Chris and I say, "I'm sorry." He says "what"? I muster the courage and humility to say it again, "I'm sorry." He says, "Thanks" and in that very moment I realize that he doesn't feel the need to apologize. He thinks this IS my fault and that I am in the wrong.  I take a breath and realize we see this completely different. I am not even mad anymore.  What a moment. I don't try to explain myself or anything. I walk to Em and I apologize to her as well. She doesn't say anything.  I get the soup and go to the school. I am thinking about the situation the whole way there and the whole way home. My perspective and their perspective. They are completely different. Completely.  I am astounded at the difference in our ideas of what is going on. They didn't sign up to make the soup. They didn't know where to take the soup or when to take the soup for that matter.  I am in awe at the lesson I am in the middle of learning. Mercy. I need to extend mercy. and grace and love. They didn't do anything wrong. They were only trying to help me. But I didn't see it that way at first. I was just mad that they didn't get the soup situation worked out without me. I sit in the truck and just cry and cry. I am so sad that I was ever mad. I decide to open my scriptures...pray to talk to God. Read your scriptures to have God talk to you. I opened it to 1 Corinthians Chapter 13.  Charity. Thank you God! Thank you for teaching me. 
I walk into the house and it's obvious that I've been crying. Em walks over and starts crying too and says she is sorry and she was trying to help, she didn't know how to make the soup and she didn't mean to burn it. I say, I \know, I am sorry. I don't care about the soup. We are good. We both talk about our perspectives and we work through it.  
I have learned that people really just want to be heard. I don't need to explain my side of things. I just need to extend mercy and grace and love.(Charity) It doesn't even really matter how I feel about it. I just need to make sure the other person knows that I love them and that their feelings matter to me. 

I am just grateful for this lesson and what it has taught me. See people, understand people, if they are upset--it is because of the way they are seeing things. I don't need to explain my side of things. I just need to make sure they feel loved. That they feel heard. I offer grace and I offer mercy.  Christ is the ultimate gift giver.

Wednesday, August 17, 2022

 The day God taught me about prayer and repentance.

Backstory: I was mingling in energy healing. I have gone to a chiropractor and I have done sessions in energy work.

For the past several years I have had this constant inner voice nagging me and bringing me down. I had a constant conversation in my head about everything that I do wrong. Everything that I say wrong. All my faults, my shortcomings. It was painful. I didn't know how to get rid of it. I would try to do things to feel happy and to have joy, but nothing worked I was always sad. I didn't understand how people could feel happy. There was so much commotion. My inner voice was mean and harsh and negative. 

I was talking with Lexi and we were talking about the dangers of energy healing and how people think they are getting rid of baggage and they are clearing out trauma. The problem is, you open up your soul to deceivers.  False spirits of light. You think you are getting rid of evil spirits but more come back that act like spirits of light but turn out to be worse than what you thought you got rid of. It is a very dark place.

We then talked about repentance. I didn't even think I had something to repent of. I didn't think I was doing anything necessarily wrong. 

I was wrong. 

I was trusting in the arm of flesh. I was not using the priesthood properly. I was looking to others for answers and for healing. 

I decided to pray.  I decided to repent. I decided to ask for forgiveness. In an instant. I was forgiven. In an instant that evil spirit left me and in an instant the negative voice in my head was gone. I haven't heard the nagging words since. It has been such a relief!!  I can't believe that all I had to do was ask for forgiveness and it was taken. I can't believe I brought all of this on myself.  But boy am I glad that it is over.

If things are not going the way you think they should. If you are having a nagging voice. Pray. Repent. 

We have a lot of things that we need to be repenting about that we are blaming other people for when in reality it is our own problem. Jesus is the answer. Jesus is the healer. He is always there, waiting for us to come to him and repent. He already paid the price for everything we are going through. He knows how to succor us. We just need to turn to Him and let Him.

Thursday, December 16, 2021

                                   To Answer the Ends of the Law
                                                       2 NEPHI 2:4-8
2 Nephi 2:4
And thou hast beheld in thy youth his glory; wherefore, thou art blessed even as they unto whom he shall minister in the flesh; for the Spirit is the same, yesterday, today, and forever. And the way is prepared from the fall of man, and salvation is free.
God is the same. His laws don't change, His blessings and punishments don't change. We can look to the people in the Old Testament to see how punishments to the laws were fulfilled before Christ came and fulfilled the law. He is the reason we don't still stone adulterers and murderers.

2 Nephi 2:5
And men are instructed sufficiently that they know good from evil. And the law is given unto men. And by the law no flesh is justified; or, by the law men are cut off. Yea, by the temporal law they were cut off; and also, by the spiritual law they perish from that which is good, and become miserable forever.

There is a lot of information in this scripture alone. 
1. We are instructed sufficiently that we know good from evil. 
2. We know good from evil.  We all have the Spirit of Christ, that we may to know good from evil. Moroni 7:16:
For behold, the Spirit of Christ is given to every man, that he may know good from evil; wherefore,  I show unto you the way to judge; for every thing which inviteth to do good, and to persuade to believe in Christ, is sent forth by the power and gift of Christ; wherefore ye may know with a perfect knowledge it is of God.

3. By the law no flesh is justified; or by the law men are cut off. 
We are held accountable for the things we do that are contrary to God's law. We know what He's laws are and we are accountable for them.
4. This is both a temporal and a spiritual withdrawal from God.

2 Nephi 2:6
Wherefore, redemption cometh in and through the Holy Messiah; for he is full of grace and truth.
Our only hope is in our Savior. He came and redeemed us from the law.

2 Nephi 2:7
Behold, he offereth himself a sacrifice for sin, to answer the ends of the law, unto all those who have a broken heart and a contrite spirit; and unto none else can the ends of the law be answered.
He is it! He is the ONLY way. He offered Himself as the sacrifice that we needed.
We need to come to Him with a broken heart and a contrite spirit to allow His sacrifice to work for us.  A broken heart and contrite spirit means that we are willing to do anything and everything that God asks us to do, without resistance and without resentment.
If we do not accept His sacrifice, then we are going to be required to suffer for our own sins. (Law of Moses-eye for an eye)

2 Nephi 2:8
Wherefore, how great the importance to make these things known unto the inhabitants of the earth, that they may know that there is no flesh that can dwell in the presence of God, save it be through the merits, and mercy, and grace of the Holy Messiah, who layeth down his life according to the flesh, and taketh it again by the power of the Spirit, that he may bring to pass the resurrection of the dead, being the first that should rise.
God in His infinite love and mercy provided a way for us to return to Him. He sent His Son to earth to die for each of us.                                         

Friday, December 10, 2021

Who are God's covenant people?

This is according to my understanding.


As I have been studying my scriptures and also the works of Avraham Gileadi I have decided to put down what I have learned (or think I have learned) in writing. This is about who has the Covenant with the Father and when.


1 Nephi 13:42
And the time cometh that he shall manifest himself unto all nations, both unto the Jews and also unto the Gentiles; and after he has manifested himself unto the Jews and also unto the Gentiles, then he shall manifest himself unto the Gentiles and also unto the Jews, and the last shall be first, and the first shall be last.

 Christ shows Himself unto the Jews first. He enters into a covenant with them. They are His covenant people. They are His church.

 

2 Nephi 6:9
Nevertheless, the Lord has shown unto me that they should return again. And he also has shown unto me that the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel, should manifest himself unto them in the flesh; and after he should manifest himself they should scourge him and crucify him, according to the words of the angel who spake it unto me.

 Christ showed himself unto the Jews in the flesh.

 

2 Nephi 25:12
But, behold, they shall have wars, and rumors of wars; and when the day cometh that the Only Begotten of the Father, yea, even the Father of heaven and of earth, shall manifest himself unto them in the flesh, behold, they will reject him, because of their iniquities, and the hardness of their hearts, and the stiffness of their necks.
 
Christ was rejected by the Jews. They reject the gospel. When they reject His covenant, they lose the blessings.  What do they lose? The land of their inheritance.

 

 1 Nephi 10:11
And it came to pass after my father had spoken these words he spake unto my brethren concerning the gospel which should be preached among the Jews, and also concerning the dwindling of the Jews in unbelief. And after they had slain the Messiah, who should come, and after he had been slain he should rise from the dead, and should make himself manifest, by the Holy Ghost, unto the Gentiles.

 

3 Nephi 15:23
And they understood me not that I said they shall hear my voice; and they understood me not that the Gentiles should not at any time hear my voice—that I should not manifest myself unto them save it were by the Holy Ghost.
 
The Lord showed Himself unto the Jews at His first coming (Lamanites, Jews, 10 tribes of Israel) but they rejected Him and brought upon themselves a curse. Then the Lord shows Himself to the Gentiles by the power of the Holy Ghost.

 

2 Nephi 9:2
That he has spoken unto the Jews, by the mouth of his holy prophets, even from the beginning down, from generation to generation, until the time comes that they shall be restored to the true church and fold of God; when they shall be gathered home to the lands of their inheritance, and shall be established in all their lands of promise.
 
Now, the last shall be first..
The Lord will restore the Jews to the land of their inheritance and the covenants.
The Lord has made a covenant with the Gentiles.

 

1 Nephi 14:1
And it shall come to pass, that if the Gentiles shall hearken unto the Lamb of God in that day that he shall manifest himself unto them in word, and also in power, in very deed, unto the taking away of their stumbling blocks-


2 Nephi 26:13
And that he manifesteth himself unto all those who believe in him, by the power of the Holy Ghost; yea, unto every nation, kindred, tongue, and people, working mighty miracles, signs, and wonders, among the children of men according to their faith.
 
The Lord manifests Himself unto the Gentiles and they are now able to receive the fulness of the Gospel. It is only because of the Jews rejection that the Gentiles are given this opportunity.


1 Nephi 10:12-14
Yea, even my father spake much concerning the Gentiles, and also concerning the house of Israel, that they should be compared like unto an olive tree, whose branches should be broken off and should be scattered upon all the face of the earth.
Wherefore, he said it must needs be that we should be led with one accord into the land of promise, unto the fulfilling of the word of the Lord, that we should be scattered upon all the face of the earth.
And after the house of Israel should be scattered they should be gathered together again; or, in fine, after the Gentiles had received the fulness of the Gospel, the natural branches of the olive tree, or the remnant of the house of Israel, should be grafted in, or come to the knowledge of the true Messiah, their Lord and their Redeemer.

 For clarification: The Gentiles are us (most of us) and the House of Israel are the Jews, Lamanites and the 10 tribes of Israel.
We the Gentiles need the House of Israel to be scattered—for us to be ABLE to receive the fullness of the Gospel. After we have received the fullness, by the mingling of the lineages. The House of Israel will then again come to a knowledge of their Redeemer and return to their lands of promise.
Who brings the House of Israel back to the Gospel? The Gentiles. God in His infinite mercy and has found a way to REDEEM ALL of His Children.
We are lost without them and in turn they are lost without us.  We are all BROTHERS (and sisters). As the scriptures so testify. When the Lamanites preach among their wicked brethren the Nephites they call them brethren, and vice versa.


D&C 90:9
That through your administration they may receive the word, and through their administration the word may go forth unto the ends of the earth, unto the Gentiles first, and then, behold, and lo, they shall turn unto the Jews.

 The Gentiles receive the first opportunity to accept the gospel. (because it was rejected by the Jews)


D&C 107:33-35, 97
The Twelve are a Traveling Presiding High Council, to officiate in the name of the Lord, under the direction of the Presidency of the Church, agreeable to the institution of heaven; to build up the church, and regulate all the affairs of the same in all nations, first unto the Gentiles and secondly unto the Jews. The Seventy are to act in the name of the Lord, under the direction of the Twelve or the traveling high council, in building up the church and regulating all the affairs of the same in all nations, first unto the Gentiles and then to the Jews—
The Twelve being sent out, holding the keys, to open the door by the proclamation of the gospel of Jesus Christ, and first unto the Gentiles and then unto the Jews.
And these seventy are to be traveling ministers, unto the Gentiles first and also unto the Jews.


D&C 133:8
Send forth the elders of my church unto the nations which are afar off; unto the islands of the sea; send forth unto foreign lands; call upon all nations, first upon the Gentiles, and then upon the Jews.
 
2 Nephi 6:14
And behold, according to the words of the prophet, the Messiah will set himself again the second time to recover them; wherefore, he will manifest himself unto them in power and great glory, unto the destruction of their enemies, when that day cometh when they shall believe in him; and none will he destroy that believe in him.

 These scriptures tell us the that Gentiles will apostatize and the gospel will then be accepted by the Jews. They will come to know the Lord their Redeemer.
None that believe on Him will be destroyed.
 

2 Nephi 3:5
Wherefore, Joseph truly saw our day. And he obtained a promise of the Lord, that out of the fruit of his loins the Lord God would raise up a righteous branch, unto the house of Israel; not the Messiah, but a branch which was to be broken off, nevertheless, to be remembered in the covenants of the Lord that the Messiah should be made manifest unto them in the latter days, in the spirit of power, unto the bringing of them out of darkness unto light—yea, out of hidden darkness and out of captivity unto freedom.
 
The House of Israel is promised BY the Lord that He will remember them. And He will manifest Himself unto them in the Latter Days. The Righteous branch, a remnant of the Jews, (all those who believe on His name) will accept the gospel and bring forth Zion.


Jacob 6:2
And the day that he shall set his hand again the second time to recover his people, is the day, yea, even the last time, that the servants of the Lord shall go forth in his power, to nourish, and prune his vineyard; and after that the end soon cometh.

This is the reversal between the Gentiles and the House of Israel. The first shall be last and the last shall be first.  The Lord’s word comes again, this time first to the Gentiles, they become apostate, and at the same time the Jews accept the gospel. There is a remnant of the Gentiles that takes the Gospel (servants of the Lord) to the Jews. (House of Israel: Jews, Lamanites and 10 tribes of Israel)


2 Nephi 25:17
And the Lord will set his hand again the second time to restore his people from their lost and fallen state. Wherefore, he will proceed to do a marvelous work and a wonder among the children of men.

Christ’s word comes a second time to redeem His people (House of Israel) This is the marvelous work and wonder spoken of throughout the scriptures.


2 Nephi 29:1
But behold, there shall be many—at that day when I shall proceed to do a marvelous work among them, that I may remember my covenants which I have made unto the children of men, that I may set my hand again the second time to recover my people, which are of the house of Israel;

More scriptural proof that the House of Israel is the Lord’s chosen people and that His word will come a second time to redeem them.


1 Nephi 13:42
And the time cometh that he shall manifest himself unto all nations, both unto the Jews and also unto the Gentiles; and after he has manifested himself unto the Jews and also unto the Gentiles, then he shall manifest himself unto the Gentiles and also unto the Jews, and the last shall be first, and the first shall be last.

Last first, first last. Jews first then the Gentiles; reversal in the latter days, the Gentiles first and then the Jews.


Ether 13:5-10
And he spake also concerning the house of Israel, and the Jerusalem from whence Lehi should come—after it should be destroyed it should be built up again, a holy city unto the Lord; wherefore, it could not be a new Jerusalem for it had been in a time of old; but it should be built up again, and become a holy city of the Lord; and it should be built unto the house of Israel—
And that a New Jerusalem should be built up upon this land, unto the remnant of the seed of Joseph, for which things there has been a type.
For as Joseph brought his father down into the land of Egypt, even so he died there; wherefore, the Lord brought a remnant of the seed of Joseph out of the land of Jerusalem, that he might be merciful unto the seed of Joseph that they should perish not, even as he was merciful unto the father of Joseph that he should perish not.
Wherefore, the remnant of the house of Joseph shall be built upon this land; and it shall be a land of their inheritance; and they shall build up a holy city unto the Lord, like unto the Jerusalem of old; and they shall no more be confounded, until the end come when the earth shall pass away.
And there shall be a new heaven and a new earth; and they shall be like unto the old save the old have passed away, and all things have become new.
And then cometh the New Jerusalem; and blessed are they who dwell therein, for it is they whose garments are white through the blood of the Lamb; and they are they who are numbered among the remnant of the seed of Joseph, who were of the house of Israel.

Everything in the scriptures is a type of things to come in the last days as well as a history of what has happened. New Jerusalem (Zion) will be built up, in the last days, by the House of Israel. (Jews, Lamanites 10 tribes of Israel)
Bringing a remnant of the House of Israel out of Jerusalem that they might not perish is a promise that the Lord made.
 

Ether 13:11
And then also cometh the Jerusalem of old; and the inhabitants thereof, blessed are they, for they have been washed in the blood of the Lamb; and they are they who were scattered and gathered in from the four quarters of the earth, and from the north countries, and are partakers of the fulfilling of the covenant which God made with their father, Abraham.

Jews scattered for rejecting the Lamb of God and His covenant with them. Then they are gathered in and remembered. Covenant is fulfilled.

 

Ether 13:12
And when these things come, bringeth to pass the scripture which saith, there are they who were first, who shall be last; and there are they who were last, who shall be first.


Ether 13:13
And I was about to write more, but I am forbidden; but great and marvelous were the prophecies of Ether; but they esteemed him as naught, and cast him out; and he hid himself in the cavity of a rock by day, and by night he went forth viewing the things which should come upon the people.

Ether prophesied about the great and marvelous work, but he was esteemed as naught, and was forbidden to expound.


Ether 12: 33-34
And again, I remember that thou hast said that thou hast loved the world, even unto the laying down of thy life for the world, that thou mightiest take it again to prepare a place for the children of men.
And now I know that this love which thou hast had for the children of men is charity; wherefore, except men shall have charity they cannot inherit that place which thou hast prepared in the mansions of thy Father.
 
This is the whole reason for this work.
For behold, this is my work and my glory—to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man. (Moses 1:39)
God is filled with love, and merciful, and full of compassion. We do not understand His ways.
For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts higher than your thoughts. (Isaiah 55:8-9)
The problem isn’t because of His understand of the things that are happening, it’s ours, it is our misunderstanding of things that are happening.


Ether 12:35
Wherefore, I know by this thing which thou hast said, that if the Gentiles have not charity, because of our weakness, that thou wilt prove them, and take their talent, yea, even that which they have received, and give unto them who shall have more abundantly.

 The Gentiles lose their talent (gift) given to them.


Matthew 21:43
Therefore say I unto you, The kingdom of God shall be taken from you, and given to a nation bringing forth the fruits thereof.

The gospel is taken away from the Gentiles, because of their disregard for the word of God, and given to the House of Israel because of their righteous desires.

 

3 Nephi 20:12-14
And verily, verily, I say unto you, that when they shall be fulfilled then is the fulfilling of the covenant which the Father hath made unto his people, O house of Israel.
And then shall the remnants, which shall be scattered abroad upon the face of the earth, be gathered in from the east and from the west, and from the south and from the north; and they shall be brought to the knowledge of the Lord their God, who hath redeemed them.
And the Father hath commanded me that I should give unto you this land, for your inheritance.

The Father made a covenant with the House of Israel and He will fulfill this covenant with them. When the Jews are brought to the knowledge of the Lord, they accept Him. They’re covenant is restored and they receive the land of their inheritance.


3 Nephi 20:29-33
And I will remember the covenant which I have made with my people; and I have covenanted with them that I would gather them together in mine own due time, that I would give unto them again the land of their fathers for their inheritance, which is the land of Jerusalem, which is the promised land unto them forever, saith the Father.
And it shall come to pass that the time cometh, when the fulness of my gospel shall be preached unto them; And they shall believe in me, that I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, and shall pray unto the Father in my name. Then shall their watchmen lift up their voice, and with the voice together shall they sing; for they shall see eye to eye. Then will the Father gather them together again, and give unto them Jerusalem for the land of their inheritance.

Saith the Father” means that is written. (law-covenant) “Mine own due time” means in the Latter-Days, the end of times.


3 Nephi 21:26-28
And then shall the work of the Father commence at that day, even when this gospel shall be preached among the remnant of this people. Verily I say unto you, at that day shall the work of the Father commence among all the dispersed of my people, yea, even the tribes which have been lost, which the Father hath led away out of Jerusalem.
Yea, the work shall commence among all the dispersed of my people, with the Father to prepare the way whereby they may come unto me, that they may call on the Father in my name.
Yea, and then shall the work commence, with the Father among all nations in preparing the way whereby his people may be gathered home to the land of their inheritance.
 
Here again we see the mercy of God, He prepares a way for those to hear his words and enter into the covenant His has made. When the Book of Mormon is brought to pass, the work has begun.

 



Friday, February 1, 2019

I was in darkness, this is what helped pull me out.


First of all, I am very apprehensive to share my experiences with anyone and everyone who stumbles upon my blog, but I feel like it might help someone so it's worth it to me.

Aug. 26th 2018 is one of the worst days of my life.  (I know I've said that before, the first time Millie had a seizure, and the day my dad died are the other 2 worst days. I think I can have multiple worst days.)

The trauma of that day replays over and over and over and over...you get the point. 

Watching my daughter collapse as she realizes that her husband's body is under a white tarp next to his bike, her worst nightmare come true. Watching her whole body shake  as she tries to understand what has just happened.

But that is another post for another day...I still can't go there.

Here's what finally helped me climb out of where I've been.

We had a special Stake Conference and Sis. Debbie Christensen spoke to us. She referenced a talk given by Elder Lawrence Corbridge, "The Way"

https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2008/10/the-way?lang=eng

Here are 3 quotes I've pulled from his talk the 3rd one being my favorite one:
1. “There is only one way to happiness and fulfillment. He is the Way. Every other way, any other way, whatever other way, is foolishness.”
2.  “Only God can bless us. Only He can sustain us. Only He can cause our hearts to beat and give us breath. Only He can preserve and protect us. Only He can give us strength to bear up the burdens of life. Only He can give us power, knowledge, peace, and joy. Only He can forgive our sins. Only He can heal us. Only He can change us and forge a godly soul. Only He can bring us back into His presence. And He will do all of that and much more if we but remember Him to keep His commandments. What then shall we do? We will remember Him to keep His commandments. It is the only intelligent thing to do.”
3.  “The Lord’s way is not hard. Life is hard, not the gospel. “There is an opposition in all things,” everywhere, for everyone. Life is hard for all of us, but life is also simple. We have only two choices. We can either follow the Lord and be endowed with His power and have peace, light, strength, knowledge, confidence, love, and joy, or we can go some other way, any other way, whatever other way, and go it alone—without His support, without His power, without guidance, in darkness, turmoil, doubt, grief, and despair. And I ask, which way is easier?”

I knew I wanted the Lord's way. I wanted to be endowed with His power and have peace, light, strength, knowledge, confidence, love, and joy.

Then President Nelson spoke at the Christmas devotional:
https://www.lds.org/broadcasts/article/christmas-devotional/2018/12/four-gifts-that-jesus-christ-offers-to-you?lang=eng

“Tonight let us consider together the blessings that come to us as we focus on the life, mission, doctrine, and Atonement of the Lord Jesus Christ. I invite you, as King Benjamin did for Saints in his day, to “consider on the blessed and happy state of those that keep the commandments of God.” That blessing is for us here and now, but added to it is the eventual promise of “never-ending happiness.” Simply stated, true followers of Jesus Christ have the privilege of experiencing unspeakable joy forever.”
“I invite you to consider your own desires. What are your deepest desires? What do you really want to experience and accomplish in this life? Do you really want to become more and more like Jesus Christ? Do you really want to live with Heavenly Father and with your family forever and live as He lives?”
The four gifts:  READ ALL OF THESE-SO POWERFUL!!
1. Love
2. Forgiveness
3. Repentance
4. Eternal life

The whole talk is good though.

The 3rd experience came to me in the temple.
I was reading in Helaman chapter 5:28
And it came to pass that they were overshadowed with a cloud of darkness, and an awful solemn fear came upon them.
I felt like that scripture was describing me. I was overshadowed with a cloud of darkness and I had so much fear. Constantly.
I decided to keep reading because there had to be an answer to this darkness.
Verse 40: The question
And it came to pass that the Lamanites said unto him: What shall we do, that this cloud of darkness may be removed from overshadowing us?
VERSE 41: The ANSWER
And Aminadab said unto them: You must repent, and cry unto the voice, even until ye shall have faith in Christ, who was taught unto you by Alma, and Amulek, and Zeezrom; and when ye shall do this, the cloud of darkness shall be removed from overshadowing you.

Repent and have faith in Christ.
Those answers seem so simple.
But it worked for me.

I know it can work for you.

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Happy Father's Day Dad

Happy Father's Day!

Today marks a new type of Father's Day for me. This is the first one that I celebrate my dad not here on this earth.  It's different, but it's also the same. I still have great lessons that I think about. I still love him. I just can't give him a hug and tell him so.
   My dad was really good at deep doctrinal conversations. We would often be found on my parents bed in a discussion. There were many. My parents were (mom still is) very good at holding FHE every week. I think that is one of the things I miss the most, I could always count of my dad to want to talk to me about the gospel.
When I was in high school I have a very distinct memory of going into his office and talking to him. I would sit on the floor while he was working on his computer and I would just talk to him. This particular time I had taken a notebook full of scriptures that I had read, and marked and asked him to help me organize them. Little did I know that he would take on this project and give me a book of my scriptures-beyond my expectations. He not only organized them for me, but he even indexed them and then printed the 75 pages. Paper was an important resource and you didn't just take paper from his office.
My dad talked a lot about unconditional love and about trust. He said no one can "earn your trust."  Trust is just given. It wasn't about the other person-at all. If someone does something that breaks your trust it's because of your own beliefs, it's your own expectations. I didn't really understand what he meant. I am beginning to understand his words. I can't live by someone else's "rules" there is no way I could ever know all of their expectations and their beliefs. I can only live by my beliefs and my expectations. I know those. I trust my husband. It's not because he is not going to do things that I don't like-or fall short of  meeting my expectations. But that's just it-those are my beliefs and my expectations. It goes right along with unconditional love. I love him-unconditionally.  Will we have problems? Yes. will we get through them? Most definitely yes.
My dad also treated people the way he felt they should be treated. He was kind to others regardless of how they treated him. He said he was the one in charge of his emotions. No one could make him mad, or sad. He got to choose how he would react. I didn't understand this one very well either. I am beginning to though. I can be happy and choose positive things, no matter what is happening.
My dad cherished my mom. I never heard him say anything bad about her and would sing her praises any chance he had. I know his desire is to be with her again, just as much as my mom wishes to be with him.
My dad has an unwavering testimony of Jesus Christ. He is His personal Savior and he bore testimony of him often. He knows the Gospel is true and would tell me so.
I don't know how many times I went to my dad in tears. I am a crier-so it was probably a million. He made me feel like he wanted me to come to him. He would listen and counsel with me. I felt love from him. He would tell me he was proud of me, he would tell me I was strong, he would tell me that I was on the right track and I was doing the right things. He was a huge support and comfort to me.  I am grateful for his kind manner, his calm energy. He has always been my rock, my compass and my anchor.
The last lesson I was able to learn from my dad was the one he gave me the day before he passed away. I was able to spend about an hour alone with him. He talked to me about our family and how they were his biggest blessing. He told me how much he loved everyone. He told me not to forget to stop and smell the roses. Then he grabbed my hand, after squeezing it and giving a chuckle he said, "I know you do." He was very contemplative that day.  He couldn't say enough about the family. He wanted it known that he loved his family, that he cherished his relationships and that he loved us all.
When I left that evening-he took my hand again and he didn't let go until I leaned in and kissed his forehead. I am so grateful for him for that. I have no regrets because of his awareness. I hugged him, I kissed him, I told him that I love him. But even more than that-he loves me. He loves all of his children and grandchildren and great grandchildren. I know because he told me himself, he is also proud of them all.  Again, I know that because he told me that over and over and over.

These past few months have been hard for me. I have missed him everyday. I want to keep his lessons in my memory.